Monday, July 18, 2005
I switched to live journal...woot woot..
Username- Rememberme1300
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
I've given up on you.
I hope she makes you happy.
I hope she fucks you right.
Posted at 06:53 pm by justme13
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I don't want this to be the way that you see me.
So...its 12:30...I kinda didnt go to school today. I think I feel better. I sat up late last night just thinking...about everyone and everything. I didn't know what I wanted, but I know it all so well now. I would also like to say sorry to some people. I have not been myself lately...and I promise I'll make it up to you. I was being selfish, and I admit it. I guess I just needed a break. Hopefully Im fine again..and I can be my normal self
Jenna's new mission: Learn to play guitar! woot woot! ^_^
I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Where ever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away
Posted at 10:05 am by justme13
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Monday, April 04, 2005
You know you do, you kill me well. You like it to, and I can tell.
Do you know what its like to get so sick of yourself that you cant be alone anymore? This is honestly the worst I have felt in so long. Its like I woke up...and realized reality. Lifes not as great as it may seem. But we must go on...at least what Im told. Dont let me be alone...cause its only getting worse...I dont want to turn into just another suicidal, pathetic, lonely, loser-ish teen. Whoever said being a teenager is the best years of your like obviously had issues. I guess I still havn't found who I want to be. Im just so sick of turning around and seeing that everyone has changed. But I shouldnt complain. I changed so much to...so very much. You have no clue how much I long to be young again. Ignorance...yes yes...it was all so good then. I dont think I can handle one more problem..I dont think I can handle one more second of life..
Take my hand, and never let me go.
Promise me...you'll never let go.
Never let go...
Posted at 06:17 pm by justme13
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
Im not crazy cause I take the right pills...everyday.
I learned one thing during this spring break...
How very pathetic my life is.
I need a real friend....
Posted at 05:57 pm by justme13
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filled this out this morning...
feel loved. : sometimes
feel lonely. : yes
feel happy. : kinda
hate yourself.: no
think you're attractive. : no
have a dog : no
have your own room. : yes
listen to Hawaiian Music : no...
listen to underground hip hop : nope
listen to rap : eh...sometimes
listen to rock : yessum
listen to country. : nope
listen to reggae. : nope
listen to techno. : yes...cuz of Joan ^_^
have hobbies. : not sure...
have more than 1 best friend. : yessum
get good grades. : used to
play an instrument. : did in 4th grade
have slippers : yes
wear black eyeliner. : yup
like the color blue. : sure why not
like the color pink. : sure
like to read. : yup
like to write. : sometimes
have long hair : yessum
have short hair. : nope
have a cell phone. : yeah
have a laptop. : no
have a pager : no
Are you...
bored. : yup
happy. : didn't I answer this?
bilingual. : nope
Hawaiian.: no
Samoan.: no
Filipino.: no
Korean.: no
British.: no
white. : yeah
italian : no
black. : no
mexican. : no
puerto rican.: no
asian.: no
sick : nope
mad : kinda
lazy. : yeah
single. : yes
taken. : no
looking. : not really
talking to someone. : nope...every one is sleeping
IMing someone. : no
scared to die. : used to be...
horny : wtf?
tired. : no
sleepy. : no
annoyed. : yeah
hungry. : nope
thirsty. : kinda
on the phone. no
in your room. : nope
drinking something. : no
eating something. : no
in your pjs. : yup ^_^
ticklish : yes...
listening to music : yeah
Posted at 01:39 pm by justme13
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I will wait for you, but I cant wait forever.
I guess Im fine now
Just wish I could stop thinking about you...
Cant afford another heartbreak
Posted at 09:55 am by justme13
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Trust me..Im one very bored girl...
Check All That Apply
(x) I have a cell phone
( ) I'm obsessed with new things.
(x) I'm the youngest child.
( ) I am a shopoholic.
( ) I love my gauged ears.
( ) I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
( ) I love the weekends.
( ) I can't live without lipgloss.
(x) I can't live without music.
( ) I lived in Tahoe.
(x) I spend money I have.
( ) I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
( ) I get annoyed easily.
(x) I eventually want kids.
( ) I like the Backsreet Boys.
(x) I have more than a couple horrible memories.
(x) I'm addicted to Degrassi.
(x) I am a person.
( ) I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
(x) I love taking pictures.
(x) I hate girls who are fake.
(x) I can be mean when I want to.
(x) My dreams are bizzare.
( ) I am bisexual.
( ) I have way too many pairs of shoes.
( ) I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
(x) I dress how I feel that day.
( ) I love Charmed.
(x) Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
( ) I hate when people are ridiculously late.
(x) I procrastinate.
(x) Winter is my least favorite season.
( ) I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
(x) I love to sleep.
( ) I wish I were smarter.
( ) I am the hottest guy
(x) No one knows my full story of my life.
(x) I fight with my parents.
(x) I have had the chicken pox.
( ) I'm excited for the future.
( ) I can't control my emotions.
( ) I can't wait till New Year's.
( ) I love the show 'Rich Girls'
(x) I love my friends.
(x) Christmas is my favorite holiday^_^
(x) I can be very insecure sometimes.
( ) I have had a broken bone.
( ) I hate ignorant people.
( ) I love my laptop.
(x) I love guys that play the guitar.
(x) I state the obvious.
(x) I'm (sometimes) a happy person.
(x) I love to dance.
(x) I love to sing.
(x) I hate cleaning my room.
( ) I tend to get jealous very easily.
(x) I like to play video games.
( ) I love John Mayer
( ) I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
(x) I don't like to study for tests.
(x) I love Play-Doh.
( ) I am too forgiving.
( ) I have a good sense of direction.
( ) I like high school.
(x) I like the color blue
(x) I am not addicted to drugs.
( ) I love the Olsen twins.
( ) I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
( ) I become stressed easily.
(x) I hate liars.
(x) I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
(x) I always wanted to learn to play the guitar
(x) I hate the feeling of failure.
( ) I can be quite selfish.
(x) I can stay on the computer forever
(x) I LOVE music.
(x) I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
(x) I love getting stuff in the mail. (Send me a letter bitches!)
(x) I have problems letting go of people.
(x) I hate the feeling of being alone.
Posted at 05:01 am by justme13
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Monday, March 28, 2005
I couldn't ever love you more x3
So...Spring Break seriously sucks major ass! I dont really know why...but something just doesn't feel right. But then again..nothing ever is. Well since you prolly dont wanna here me complain about my pathetic state of depression...I will just post this thing thing i filled out for you wonderful people.
Word association
Rubber: band
Rock: music
Green: Grinch
Wet: water?
Cry: Movie
Peanut: Butter and Jelly
Hay: horse
Cold: ice
Steamy: shower
Fast: roller costar
Freaky: odd
Rain: weather...
Bite: food?
Fuck: my favorite word ^_^
Blow: uhmm
LAST THING YOU
Bought: my sexy shoes!!
Saw: Computer screen?
Read: The Beautiful Side of Evil
Song listened to: Bleed American- Jimmy Eat World
Watched on T.v.: ummm I think Full House
EITHER / OR
club or houseparty: House party
drinks or shots: I pick the or...
cats or dogs: cats =^_^=
single or taken: Single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves?
food or candy: candy
cassette or cd: CD
HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends? No
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? *cough cough*
Done drugs? No
Run away from home? No
Broken a bone? No
Played Truth Or Dare? who hasnt??
Kissed someone you didn't know? I just love these dumb questions
Been in a fight? not physical....but verbal...of course...for example on the bus ride home from the zoo...good times...good times
Come close to dying? nope
WHAT IS
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: define embarrassing
Your bedroom like: u cant even walk in it...
Your favorite thing for breakfast? I dont eat breakfast..
RANDOM QUESTIONS
What's on your bedside table?: alarm clock, lamp, 2 books, and pictures of sexy people
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? I don’t really eat at night
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: The Notebook
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: like I said...I just love these dumb questions
Do you ever have to beg?: ???
Are you a pyromaniac?: FIRE!!!
Do you have a crush? Idk..you tell me
Do you know anyone famous?: No
Describe your bed: messy
Spontaneous or plain?: dunno
Do you know how to play poker?: No
What do you carry with you at all times?: cellular device ^_^
How do you drive?: I don't until im 16
What do you miss most about being little?: How I used to find everything so interesting...now nothing pleases me >.<
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: A shit load of cash!
What color is your bedroom?: and ugly color..
Do you talk a lot?: sometimes...when Im in a good mood...and then I just annoy the hell outta that person...hee hee
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: If I say yes will it make you happy?
Do you think you're cute?: nope
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? wtf?
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: not my problem...wat ever keeps there boats a-float...sounds wrong..
You know....they ask like the same questions in every one of these survey things...
Well Im gunna go talk to some spiffy people online now...yessum...
Posted at 05:01 pm by justme13
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
So...we went to the zoo today..for liek biology or whatever...it was kinda...crazy! So...let me start from the begining. Well Stevana just had to open her big ass mouth when we were getting on the bus...she just had to make a nice little comment to piss me off...so I knew something was gunna happen with her...and I was right. Well we got off the bus and like walked into the zoo and sat there for like...forever. Well then Samantha, Amanda, and Stevana were fighting over were to go..one wanted to go to the butterfly house...one wanted to go straight...the other one the other way..blah blah blah drama! well then we went to the butterfly house...and I just kinda watched Stevana freak out from the butterflies...funny shit. So we convinced her there was a butterfly on her head...I thought she was gunna cry..hee hee. Well then we left there and went to te reptile house thing I think.. and liek blah blah blah one place to the next...Samantha and Stevana were fighting the whole time...I wish I had a gun. So blah blah blah....Stevana was looking for Ray the whole time and Amanda was looking for Tom...man oh man...god that was annoying...well then finally Amanda gave up on that..but Stevana...nope...she just never gives up. Well there were these pretty little red boxes and when u clicked the button...it would play music! lyke whoa! it was awsome...anyways we are gunna skip to the bus ride home...cuz that was just so interesting...ok...well Stevana black mailed me into sitting with her on the bus...whatta great friend...so I sat next to her...and in comes Kevin..and he had to sit in front of Stevana...well Stevana was being her normal annoying self and annoying everyone...then Stevana started to yell at Kevin...dont remember how that started but it did. Well then I got just a tad pissed and yelled at her...and so it continued throught the whole bus ride...so she sat there and mentioned all the things that happened like in the 7th grade....well finally I got to the point were I got so pissed that I was just like...you know what...go build your attomic bomb and blow yourself up...so maybe I shouldnt have said that...so now I am a racist freak...thats cool I guess...but I wouldnt say im racist...I just dislike Stevana..well then she was all like are you reall mad at me...well duh! So I was like you know what Stevana..Im done...I hate you and your annoying....all that niffty stuff...so I just kinda tried to ignoring her but it wasnt working...so she tried to blame the whole thing on Kevin...but it isnt his fault that Stevana is an annoying bitch...so I guess we are not friends any more..I feel so proud!! So John lynch thinks Im annoying...and he was like getting into our conversation the whole time..it was a tad bit annoying..anyways...umm Kevin hates him and thinks he is an ass...just thought I should let you know. So then we left the bus and I walked into the cafateria and me and Samantha walked around...cuz we are just so cool...so then the bell rang and we were like...lets just sit her a little and talk..so we did..and then we went outside and talked some more about the cool tree...thats all cool like...so then I went on the bus and left...and now Im home...writing this...so yeah...oh and Happy Birthday Ashley...and Happy almost Birthday Kevin...uh huh...well...bye
Posted at 02:08 pm by justme13
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